Chapter 16: Drunkenly In Lust (Rated- X)

days has been pass by... Rissa has been proving to Ney that she could be someone he could look up to, she wanted him to notice her... even his mom was impressed to what she does. even though she's busy from her work, she could always have time to go cook for him and even talk to him about her work and recipes that she had just learn. but she keep asking to herself if Ney already notice her, if he have seen her doing this... not because she was pretending as part of a "fake lovey-dovey couple" but wanted to do as a start. she knew that she was never been good to him before, insulted him since high school until they were professionals already... she never stop insulting him infront of many people, even they were just got married. she honestly felt guilty to what she have done to him and she wanted make it up to her.

Ney's mom wanted to visit her garden in Chiang Mai. she'll be gone in a couple of days to check their orchid farm, Ney's mom even leave her a lot of recipes just for her husband... since Rissa started to prepare dishes for HIM.

the next day, she went to meet with Liyah since its been along time... since they havent talk. her best friend notice that she seems so blooming not like before and so Rissa knew that her best friend is trying to tease her again.

Liyah: what happened? you seem so blooming, is there something you can recommend of what kind of essentials do you use recently???
Rissa: you're crazy... as usual, i've been working so hard and... at the same time im serving my husband.
Liyah: what!?! did i just hear "serving your husband"???? why are you serving him? i thought you hate him...
Rissa: well, we had enough with arguing everyday... it makes us sick even more and besides his mom is always there... so we need to pretend.
Liyah: pretend??? what for?
Rissa: we need to act as "lovey-dovey" couple.... we need to act everything smoothly.
Liyah: mmmmm... you already told me about this before... but why do you still have to act if you're already a couple. you had this abnormal relationship all along but how come you two survive it???
Rissa: (she was hit by her words... 'do WE really have this ABNORMAL RELATIONSHIP?', she asked to herself) because of our parents... simply (she answered timidly).
Liyah: its not enough reason... what about reconciliation???
Rissa: we already had... we are not the same as before, that's why im telling you that we dont argue anymore.
Liyah: so you mean to say... its more like FRIENDS?
Rissa: ("are we FRIENDS?", she asked to herself again) well, yeah... FRIENDS...
Liyah: mmmm.... i see... well, im expecting more than that though... i mean did it occur to you that you like him?
Rissa: ("No... I... I...Love him???", she was confuse but definitely she admit that she was falling for him) can we rather talk something else??? (she wanted to change the topic, she dont wanna trap herself about her relationship with Ney in terms of their discussion)
Liyah: mmmm... just as i thought... you just want to avoid it.


Liyah change the topic and they talk about Liyah's business travel, then her phone rang and it was Ney in the other line. she felt happy but she dont want her best friend to notice it, she was happy because Ney called her.

Rissa: hello?
Ney: Riz, i might go home late... so i probably wont have dinner with you tonight.
Rissa: i see... okay... may i ask why are you coming late?
Ney: well, i have business client here who's also happen to be my friend before. HE invited me to drink with him tonight...
Rissa: okay, i wont wait for you then... ("or should i rather wait for you???", asking herself.) bye...

she ended the call, she just realized that since his mom will be away for a couple of days... just like he said their situation will be back to normal. sleeping separate rooms and eat separately. she felt sad and pissed because she wanted to act like a WIFE now, Liyah notice that she's not with herself... her mind keeps thinking about HIM.

Liyah: gUrl~! (snapping her fingers and finally she's with herself now) are you alright?
Rissa: mmmm... yeah... i... im fine...
Liyah: is there something you didnt tell me???
Rissa: no! of course not... (return from being lively and she wanted to return to the topic where they stop)

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he wonder why Rissa hang up the phone right away. he was thinking that she might be busy and disturb her. anyway... he knows that she doesnt care about their relationship. realizing the fact that her mom will be gone for days, their situation is back to normal again. he wasnt expecting anything though, since they dont really love each other. he was planning to go home early and not drown him self again from drinking, he wanted to see his wife SO BADLY but even though he wants to see his wife... he know that Rissa wont realize how much he MISS her everyday. as much as possible he wanted to say sorry for taking advantage of her while his mom is there, he knew Rissa all along and she dont want someone to take advantage of her... especially if the person, is the one she hate most. it even keeps repeating to his mind of what Rissa always tell him "i hate you... i hate you so much....".

he never realized that he was drowning himself from the alcohol that he drinks, his friend already had enough from drinking and he was trying to stop Ney from drinking. he cant stop drinking because he was thinking so many things.... confuse of everything, he wanted to know about why he was dreaming about his car accident years ago and the girl he was chasing and last, he was thinking about his relationship with his wife....

Rissa was so worried when she saw his husband got home and was very drunk. then suddenly her husband gave her a deep kiss, then she push him away to stop him. this was not the first time he did this to her, the last time was when she was locked into his arms attempted to kiss her when they were still in Hawaii... but this time, when she push him away... he come closer again and cupped her face to kiss her again... then he whispered "i want you so badly...". he gave her a hard kiss until it was deepen.

she knew that he didnt know what he was doing anymore because of his drunkeness, she could actually taste the alcohol of his mouth. he was trying to find her tongue and played with it when he finally found it. his kiss was getting deeper and deeper; and she's drowning over his kisses that he gave to her. she didnt know where to start since he gave her a sudden kiss, a kiss that would make her crazy.... and realized that she was kissing him back already.

while they were kissing, they went upstairs until they got into their room. he locked the door and trap her into his arms, locking her against the wall. like what he did last time in Hawaii, she could still remember that she kicked him... but this time she felt weak because of his drowning kisses. she put her arms around his neck while kissing him... yearning for him. until he lift her and transfer their position to the bed, they were like thirsty, like they havent drink for along time.... couldn't stop kissing with each other. raining kisses all over her face until to her neck... then they're on the next level, they were undressing their clothes at each other. he undress her while she undress him. they kiss again... this time it became slower, while kissing her from her lips until he goes down and reaches her breast... he unhooked her bra to take it off, then he cupped her breasts as he kiss her back again to her lips and hear her sweet moans.

what he gave to her was unexplainable sensation, he sucked her breasts alternately and she couldn't stop him anymore. definitely he was driving her crazy and whenever she had an opportunity, she would kiss his nipples also. she knew it also made him shiver that makes her wanna hear his moans again. the body that she was kissing, the scent that she liked before... she was not only craving for it but wanted more and loving it more.

wet kisses all through their body, it only leaves the heat that they both want it as they caress with each other. toss and turning on the bed, just proves that they were both drowning and crazy for each other. then he's at the top of her, he parted her thighs and readied himself to take her. she felt his first thrust. it hurt her, as her hands brushing his back so hardly that leave a red mark on it of her brush stroke. he also felt the ache but what he did to her was more than that. their bodies become as one and cant hardly take off their hands with each other, as they were embracing with each other... prisoned along with each other's bodies. they didnt even know how many hours that they've been making love.

she woke up still embracing him, she look up to him and realized that her heart tells him how much she loves him. he was sleeping like a baby, she didnt want him to wake up... she could stay for hours looking at his husband sleeping like a baby. but the one that gives her more attention was his scar on his chest, she wanted to know if what happened to him and where did he get that scar... as she was embracing him so tight like never want to let go anymore... she gave him a gentle kiss to his scar on the chest. before she could go back to sleep, she whispered to him, "i love you"....

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she was preparing their breakfast, she wanted to serve him just like what she did a few days ago... she want to prepare a breakfast in bed for him... for her husband who make love to her last night, he was still sleeping then when she woke up early in the morning. she didnt want ACT as wife but she wanted to be his WIFE from now on. she loved him and even though she had a hard time to get up awhile ago because she could still feel the ache between her thighs, she still get up just for him.

he just woke up, he could feel the ache of his back... he could still remember what happened last night to them, he was wondering where could his wife be. he was thinking that she might went back to her room after what they did. he got up and he lift the blanket that covers his half-naked body, he saw a blood stained on the bed... he knew that it was from Rissa when he made love to her last night. then his phone rang... it was his business client, he remembered that they have to meet today. as he looked into his watch, he still have 20 minutes to get ready. so he hurriedly went to the bathroom to take a quick shower.

she's almost done and about to surprise her husband, as she opened the door... she saw Ney was getting ready to go to the office. but she wondered why he was going to the office this early. its still 7:45am.... even her, she usually go to her office around 9:00am.

Rissa: you're going to the office now?
Ney: yeah... (he saw her standing infront of the door, carrying a tray with a food) what is that? (busy wearing his polo shirt)
Rissa: i... i... i brought you some food.... i was hoping that you could have your breakfast in bed...
Ney: its too late now... i have my business client meeting this early, he just called me.
Rissa: so you wont having your breakfast???
Ney: no. (he answered timidly for he was in a hurry)
Rissa: how about a coffee... why dont you have some coffee first before going...
Ney: im sorry, i cant now... im already late.... (then he get his suitcase to go now... but before he leave, he wanted to apologize again) by the way, I'M SORRY about LAST NIGHT....i was REALLY DRUNK and i couldn't remember what happened....

then he hurriedly get out of the room to went downstairs... he lied, he really remember of what happened to them. he just dont want her to argue with him again... for him, what happened last night was wonderful... but he knew that she was only thinking about ANOTHER ONE NIGHT STAND ONLY. he get inside of the car and finally went to his office.

her knees felt weakening after hearing those words from him, sat on the bed and she didnt know if she really has to cry.... she was terribly hurt, so many questions popped in her mind. "why he was sorry?", "why doesnt he remember about what happened to them last night?", "was it another big mistake again about what just happened?", "when he said he want me... does that mean he love me too?", she suddenly realized that her tears fall down and she wiped it right away...